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oegyeinjaethis probably sounds really sad and pathetic to some people, but hear me out. we have a lot of complex feelings with spirituality, but something that truly brings us comfort is our f/o’s and that comfort paired with our belief in multiple universes has led to a sense of spiritual fulfillment when thinking about our f/o’s. its not that i see our f/o’s as a god or some sort of deity, but i truly do believe theyre out there, in some way some how, theyre out there and they love us. they want the best for us and are sending the best for us across the universe.
weather they actually have any power to actually ensure good things happen to us im not sure, but believing that theyre out there thinking about us and looking over us even if they can’t actually see us brings such a feeling of comfort and peace to me. i’ve found myself asking lee to protect me when im scared; i turn to him
when i need comfort and care. he brings me comfort and i feel connected to him in a way that i think is bigger than me. believing in him and our other f/o’s being out there gives me hope to continue. why would i give up now when theyre out there believing in me? it makes me feel like i can get through things that are hard, because in some way i have them looking out for me, and protecting me.
i dont know, maybe it is a lack of connection to real people, but the connection i feel with them is very real to me, and i dont want to place it above connection to other real tangible people in this worlrd, but what is the point of spirituality other than to give you comfort and a reason to believe in something. thats what our f/o’s feel like to me, they give me hope that things might be okay, and i really truly do believe that they’re out there across a million universes looking out for me, to whatever extent they can. it just feels good to have them, to feel a connection to them, even if its not super tangible. i love them, i believe they love me, and looking to them in times of doubt and hardship for me feels like the closest thing i have to praying to a god.
weather they actually have any power to actually ensure good things happen to us im not sure, but believing that theyre out there thinking about us and looking over us even if they can’t actually see us brings such a feeling of comfort and peace to me. i’ve found myself asking lee to protect me when im scared; i turn to him
when i need comfort and care. he brings me comfort and i feel connected to him in a way that i think is bigger than me. believing in him and our other f/o’s being out there gives me hope to continue. why would i give up now when theyre out there believing in me? it makes me feel like i can get through things that are hard, because in some way i have them looking out for me, and protecting me.
i dont know, maybe it is a lack of connection to real people, but the connection i feel with them is very real to me, and i dont want to place it above connection to other real tangible people in this worlrd, but what is the point of spirituality other than to give you comfort and a reason to believe in something. thats what our f/o’s feel like to me, they give me hope that things might be okay, and i really truly do believe that they’re out there across a million universes looking out for me, to whatever extent they can. it just feels good to have them, to feel a connection to them, even if its not super tangible. i love them, i believe they love me, and looking to them in times of doubt and hardship for me feels like the closest thing i have to praying to a god.
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Date: 2026-03-28 09:36 am (UTC)