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i'm at totally normal guy. my hobbies include drawing rock lee, thinking about rock lee, adding more pictures to my rock lee collection, and writing fan fiction about rock lee. and sure sometimes i see a picture of rock lee and get an intense pain in my chest from how much i love him but that's a totally normal thing that totally normal guys go through. :)
sorry for my first official post being a vent post but i've just been having such a rough day :(
i had a doctors appointment today and even though it went just fine i was super anxious during it and felt so dissociated afterwards. i took a nap after just to see if i could kick the feeling of bleh but i still just feel so bad. super anxious and irritable and just drained. we've got stuff we're supposed to do today but i am not looking forward to it. it just feels like everything is going to go wrong >~<
i wish i could think of something to do to make us feel better but since i feel so drained nothing sounds enjoyable to do that would normally make us feel better. hopping this feeling goes away on its own or at least we can have a better day tomorrow.
it probably isn't helping our mood that we barley slept last night, but that was something else the nap was supposed to fix. i wish there was just a reset button that could fix our mood. we'd probably be hitting it all the time but at least it would fix things for a little while. </3
i had a doctors appointment today and even though it went just fine i was super anxious during it and felt so dissociated afterwards. i took a nap after just to see if i could kick the feeling of bleh but i still just feel so bad. super anxious and irritable and just drained. we've got stuff we're supposed to do today but i am not looking forward to it. it just feels like everything is going to go wrong >~<
i wish i could think of something to do to make us feel better but since i feel so drained nothing sounds enjoyable to do that would normally make us feel better. hopping this feeling goes away on its own or at least we can have a better day tomorrow.
it probably isn't helping our mood that we barley slept last night, but that was something else the nap was supposed to fix. i wish there was just a reset button that could fix our mood. we'd probably be hitting it all the time but at least it would fix things for a little while. </3
