blegh...

[oegyeinjae]

sorry for my first official post being a vent post but i've just been having such a rough day :(

i had a doctors appointment today and even though it went just fine i was super anxious during it and felt so dissociated afterwards. i took a nap after just to see if i could kick the feeling of bleh but i still just feel so bad. super anxious and irritable and just drained. we've got stuff we're supposed to do today but i am not looking forward to it. it just feels like everything is going to go wrong >~<

i wish i could think of something to do to make us feel better but since i feel so drained nothing sounds enjoyable to do that would normally make us feel better. hopping this feeling goes away on its own or at least we can have a better day tomorrow.

it probably isn't helping our mood that we barley slept last night, but that was something else the nap was supposed to fix. i wish there was just a reset button that could fix our mood. we'd probably be hitting it all the time but at least it would fix things for a little while. </3

Comments

[sewagelag00n]

dont worry, its YOUR journal u can write what u want

sending hugs, i also havent been sleeping well for the past year or two and it really does take a toll :( God that reset button sounds nice

[oegyeinjae]

our sleep is always so messed up it's such a pain. hoping we can both get better sleep in the near future. also thank you <3

[endless_natterings]

Venting is important and this is your space to do whatever you want with it!! I'm so sorry things have been rough, sending all the support and hugs

[oegyeinjae]

thank you, i've gotta get more in the mindset of posting whatever i want here and worrying about posting the right less. also thank you for the good vibes! fingers crossed for better days ahead

[endless_natterings]

You've got this!!! And if you need a listening ear I'm more than happy to volunteer!

[oegyeinjae]

thank you so much!