associations...
Mar. 18th, 2026 01:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
oegyeinjaeeveryone in our system has different things associated with them, and sometimes it's hard to figure out what is associated with who and what is associated with just one of us. we've been trying to find a more collective identity for ourselves but that also comes with the issue of trying to understand where things we associate with ourselves starts and with which parts it ends. a really interesting way that i've found us figuring this out is by seeing ourselves collectively as a shapeshifter and then just recognizing which form each of us inhabit the most.
i notice our host has taken an association with cheetahs in a strange way. i'm not sure what that means to them as i am not them, but it is something i've noticed. i myself have noticed i have a strong affinity for wolves and dogs.
there's obviously a lot of overlap and muddy-ness between us, that's just how it's always been for us, so sometimes i do feel more of an affinity for things that aren't "my things" but noticing what things are "my things" vs others things, vs what our true collective things are is interesting and very beneficial to us.
it gives me a sense of self to have things that are just mine and idk it makes me feel better seeing myself separately from the others. i'm still us, in the same way we are all us, but that doesn't take away that i am me too.
anyways, i like wolves, i wish i could be a wolf. i feel like if i was a wolf like would definitely improve 10 folds.
i notice our host has taken an association with cheetahs in a strange way. i'm not sure what that means to them as i am not them, but it is something i've noticed. i myself have noticed i have a strong affinity for wolves and dogs.
there's obviously a lot of overlap and muddy-ness between us, that's just how it's always been for us, so sometimes i do feel more of an affinity for things that aren't "my things" but noticing what things are "my things" vs others things, vs what our true collective things are is interesting and very beneficial to us.
it gives me a sense of self to have things that are just mine and idk it makes me feel better seeing myself separately from the others. i'm still us, in the same way we are all us, but that doesn't take away that i am me too.
anyways, i like wolves, i wish i could be a wolf. i feel like if i was a wolf like would definitely improve 10 folds.
